Feels like i haven't been on this blog in one year.
Well here I am again. Apololgies for the Long silence
I tried another IVF cycle and i didn't work!!!!
After losing my job i was so sure it will work this time but here we are again!!!
I know that God Knows best so i am not worried.
I remember the day of the transfer.
My husband I had a BIG fight because he didn't want to stop the car and I had to walk for about 50 minutes to get to the clinic.
Maybe it was the walk, Maybe it was the anger that didn't make it work I don't know.
On my walk to the clinic,I had never thought about divorce before but that day I did.
I just knew that if he could do what he did, then something that could happen for our marriage( hope he doesn't see this ).
Maybe if I got Pregnant now I could die and God is protecting me.
So I am just trusting him.
I plan to visit the clinic again this month.
I traveled out of the country for 2 moths after the cycle didn't work.
I really tried not to mourn as I was very comfortable and around family.
But there were times when i will be inside my room and crying.( few times compared to the other times.)
In my other sister's house that has younger children, the kids didn't leave me alone so i didn't morn for one day!!!
Also i have opened a natural hair Salon.
Well here I am again. Apololgies for the Long silence
I tried another IVF cycle and i didn't work!!!!
After losing my job i was so sure it will work this time but here we are again!!!
I know that God Knows best so i am not worried.
I remember the day of the transfer.
My husband I had a BIG fight because he didn't want to stop the car and I had to walk for about 50 minutes to get to the clinic.
Maybe it was the walk, Maybe it was the anger that didn't make it work I don't know.
On my walk to the clinic,I had never thought about divorce before but that day I did.
I just knew that if he could do what he did, then something that could happen for our marriage( hope he doesn't see this ).
Maybe if I got Pregnant now I could die and God is protecting me.
So I am just trusting him.
I plan to visit the clinic again this month.
I traveled out of the country for 2 moths after the cycle didn't work.
I really tried not to mourn as I was very comfortable and around family.
But there were times when i will be inside my room and crying.( few times compared to the other times.)
In my other sister's house that has younger children, the kids didn't leave me alone so i didn't morn for one day!!!
Also i have opened a natural hair Salon.
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