hello

Hello,
I am going on a 10 day fast .
I know its not something i can do on my own.
I have to put something in place and and work better when I am hungry.
I pray better and i feel better about myself.
I pray this works.

Power bank sales

So I want to sell some power banks.
They have different grades and prices.

2500.
5000.
7000.

I am back

So had to call my boss.
Just to be sure i am not holding any grudges.
I think he was feeling bad so he was very friendly and nice.
I have to thank God for helping me release him.

We just moved to a bigger house.
Wish we didn't have to rent but what will we do?
So i have started another ivf cycle! God OH.
I saw someone today who asked how retirement was?
I really didn't find it funny as I don't think i am retired.
But it got me thinking, Am i really retired?
Is it because i said i am not looking for work?
But it appears as if she is right.
As i do not seem to be doing anything.
I have to get a space in two weeks even if it in Ikota.

Post surgery

Hello Out there,
So I had surgery, removed fibroids.
I did it in St Nicholas Hospital about 4 weeks ago.
Personally, i don't think i really needed the operation.
The operation was fairly easy as I felt like myself  2 days after ( just a little pain )
The fibroids were small but I am just holding on to God.
I seem to feel depressed every day.
I heard some really good news that upset me ( someone Else is pregnant).
So I have been unable to sleep at night.
I should be happy and grateful that I am alive and that I don't have a terminal illness but its been hard.
I guess its because i am fine. ( something to be grateful for!)

Been a while

Hello Out there,
Its been a while since i updated my blog.
I have not really had anything to blog about.
I am presently taking 10000 steps every day.
I didn't know it will be so hard.
I have a better understanding of why i am over weight.
But am not losing weight, i have to reduce my food intake .
Any other suggestions?

Hey,
So I found  part time work starting next week so i can relax on money issues.
I also saw a surgeon here in Lekki Lagos.
He recommended a special surgery that i will be awake through out the procedure.
He explained the procedure very well but i don't think  i can do it presently.
Its quite expensive
I told him will think about it and get back to him.
the truth is that South African is Cheaper but I told him i will think about it .
I really am not sure.

Hello out there.
Its kind of boring siting at home.
So i am presently looking for a shop to set up.
I want to start with children's hair and grow into something else.
I was out today but i could not look for the shops, will do this latest next week Tuesday.
I like doing thing in a group ( it puts pressure on me.) but i have to do this alone.
Will keep you posted.
thank you

what do i do now?

Hello,
So now i am just at home.
I am already looking for work but i don't want anything too stressful.
I want to use this time to lose weight 10 kg, should be practical.
Get pregnant and serve God.
I am already talking  to some companies i hope something clicks soon.
I have a had a bowl of cereal today.
I plan to just eat fruits for the rest of the day.
I hope i will be able to.
I  will post before and after pictures later.

office bosses

hello again,
so I resumed in my office on friday to get a letter of termination.
I saw it coming so I was not surprised, I am only upset because 2 months ago i had resigned and my boss told me not to, he even called his wife so i can talk to her that day. I just feel like i was foolish to think he had my back.
my husband actually told me not to listen to him and that he may have plans to sack me . i just thought no one can be that wicked. I guess I was wrong.
I have been trying not to hold a grudge against him and it has been really hard. i pray everyday for the strength from God so i dont  feel so bad.
i keep praying everyday for this strength.
God help me!

hello out there,
so i am in south Africa now.
i saw the doctor yesterday and he has adviced a major surgery to remove fibroids.
i want to go back to the office an arrange to come back for the surgery.
i know now that everything will work out sha.

negative result

Hello People,
The IVF didn’t work!! (A lass what I have feared the most.)
I am devastated to say the least.
I am not even crying this time.
I feel as if I have never had a relationship with Jesus.
Like I have been deceiving myself.
I actually felt like he told me to go to the clinic i went to so I expected that it will mean that he will use the doctor but not I am back to square one and 12,000 dollars poorer.
I keep thinking and asking why do i work?  if all the small savings I have is going to doctors.
I feel like i should just save as much as i can i.e it means i wont  my money anything else until i achieve the pregnancy.
The doctor is suggesting that i remove the fibriod before trying again but i do not think i will go back there.
I want to call South Africa to book an appointment.
I should be there next week if I can get a date.
Will keep you posted.

Hello out there,
Today is the last day of my two weeks wait.
Honestly, i am not as confident as i was at the beginning.
I do not seem to have any pregnancy signs, Of course i have some symptoms but not very strong.
These symptoms can be from the drugs i am on.
I did a home pregnancy test on day 10 and it was negative.
Since then i have just been planning what next.
I will go to the hospital tomorrow ( - I wanted to go today but hanged my mind) and do the blood test.
I pray that it is positive but if it’s not I won't die
I really dont know what to say to this for now.
I will wait until the blood test sha.

Okay, day one After my embryo transfer.
I am trying to do the bed rest, but its hard as i dont have a housegirl.
My husband is a hand full.
I have ears to hear what the spirit is saying.
The change has come God has imposed the blessing for this year.
I strongly believe in his blessing.
I am moving up!.
God has promised me recovery!!!
Like David , i will recover all.
The end of my story is that i am victorios.
I will no longer be called barren, like Jabez, I will not longer be called barren.
I am a joyful mother of many children.

ok, so
We now have 8 embroys  ready for transfer tomorrow.
I really thank God for anwsered prayers.
I have not even told my siblings that i am doing this treatment.
but i know God has answered my prayers!!.
I thank him.
I heard someone in My office is pregant for triplet after over 10 years of waiting.
she has not been to work since January.
I really am happy for her as God has promised this year to be a year of Blessing.
I thank God!!!!
I am doing bed rest for 2 weeks.
I have seen several emails the mean that next week will be a busy one.
SO i wont even check my office emails.

Okay so today we did egg collection and Sperm donation.
I believe God has anwered my prayers.
I just thank him .
I seem to be soo busy at work suddenly.
but i have decided to take time off for the two weeks i will be out of the office.

Okay so i am back.
I am doing another IVF treatment!
God Has said, this is the year of blessing!!!!!
None , no one, can be barren in the Land.
In christiandom. ( i am a disciple of Christ!)
I am his child and i am a joyful mother of Many children!!!!!
I keep imaging me with Three children playing around me.
on my knee all around me!!!!
I believe it will happen this year.